It was Uncalled. It was defiitely a last minute plan. But however things did falls in place.I had fun... Hopefully he did too!

Yup, here we are @ E.C.P.

It was high tide. and damn.. we really wanted to jump in

Just Us having Fun and being Crazy!






the simple food i cook from home



hei baby! where you running off too??



Its almost 7pm, and so we pack our things and head back home. A Simple yet Memorable day.
To my darling... next time, i'll tell you earlier k. so you can bring extra clothes for swimming :)

well, first stop: "Yes, Im in the mood to just sit at home and slack and cuddle my boo"

other than that.... lately, these few weeks, work is getting a little challenging for me.
And as my mind gets tired, My body is slowly craving for a break,
a nice place to relax... somewhere with white sandy beach, clear blue sky.... and a refreshing environment.
( phoooo......... taking a deep breath)
A nice spa would also do justice to this delicate body of mine. Damn!! I want those!! i need a Holiday!


mmmm... wont you just love to be here?

mmmm... i sure would like to have a good rest on that bed.. and wake up to look at the beautiful scenery... oooh la la.. ( if married can make love ;) also )



oh well..... this will just be a dream. i dont think i can go for a holiday. After all , no one is free, and ive got no partner nor friends to go with. Sob...sob..

This time, its not his fault. He did nothing wrong. He didint pissed me off, He didnt treat me in a bad way...... Practically, everything was fine.

I am to be blamed. I asked myself this question many times, y am i still not satisfied with wat i have, how much attention do i need?
At times i really hate feeling this way. Which girls like to feel lonely and unloved?

I know not only have i broke his heart..... im sure it must have shattered him. It must have hurt sooo much.


I know how it feels like..... cause it happened to me. But y did i have to do something stupid like that, when i know how he would feel?


Gosh........ first time, ive got no words to explain , all i know, i was stupid and insane! one thing i learn.. sometimes its better to keep things in the dark.


Time is now ticking....... every single second is torturing me. I really am Begging in my heart to see him at my open house later. I cant afford to hear a last minute cancellation from him...

Watever it is........ he just need to be there. I just need to see him.

I know im wrong.... everyone does mistake. i did mine. And im SORRY...

oh wow......... seems like its ages since ive updated anything huh? :)

well my life currently is not so the "wham bam" great. its pretty much monotanous.

work has been pretty ok........ although i am thankful that now im finally being offered a basic pay as a manager.

friends, hmm...met up with them. finally! after many months. we actually got to spent time...... just the 3 of us :)

Lulu......... is fine, still an inspiring nurse.. working her ass off! and oh yes........ she is going to America soon on the 11th dec. Gosh....... gonna miss her.

Anyways that dont really matter......... as long as she gets something Good for me. hehe :)

Congrats on your winning the other day! rich already huh? ; ) ( i wonder will i ever win cash , hmmmm....)


Zai, she's still the same............ hardworking.... and cant wait to get married. Still very much in love with her fiance ( izam).

And yes........... i know they cant wait to get married. I also Cant WAIT!!! i cant wait to see her get pregnant........ hehe.......


As for my Bf......... oh well, he's been busy. Dont really get to spent time with him. Yes there are misunderstandings in between. Hopefully he's learning, to understand me better..... as much as im trying my best to understand him ( insyallah....... god will bless us)


My Family,
still the same, everyone still fat! haha..... excpt syed and Me of course! hehehe......
Mum.... haiz, still cant stop pestering me to get married.. aiyoh yo! ( headache ah!)




And oh yes........ the other day in bedok, I got scolding from a " Pondan" hahaha...... that was hilarious. i was innocent, but the He-She thought i was looking and gossiping bout " him/shim" hahaha...

Or maybe........ she's just jealous of my assests ;) ( ya rite sarina! you are one hell of a vain ass wipe!)

What a wonderful thing is it to los another 3 kg last month. at least my diet and my regular dancing ( in the room) is coming of help.


It's been a week since Hari Raya.... And guess wat? i put on 2 kg!! like damn!!!...... it must be due to all those kuih( which i tried to resist), those 'lontong and ketupat'.


Oh well nonetheless........... Me being A self obsessed, vain pot lady. Sure thing i didnt miss out taking pictures!!
( i like.......) Loco For Foto!! ;)


Feast your eyes.....................




( A long Lost Sister........ finally came back!)


pretending to be Preity Zinta , obviouslly "syok sendiri"






Siblings @ Raya