WOAH... its 2007 in less than 24 hours. Honestly im not prepared to embrace the coming new year.

2006 have been a roller coaster ride. Things were not easy for me. I had 2 break ups, My dad just Got retrenched, I was unemployed for a while. But still..... im thankful, im thankful that ive got a striving career, im single and i learnt my lesson.

Unlike last year, Tonite im counting down as a single lady and my 2 best fren is not with me. Zai have to work, And lulu is miles and miles away in America. But still thankfully Sherry will be with me.

Met Up with Zai yesterday......... to have our pre countdown. ahackz!
Went to catch the movie BORAT, ( Its Good!! It silly and stupid) something you can look forward to watch to unwind yourself.

While waiting for zai, which was late, me and Nana( accompanied me to wait for zai) took some stupid pics

( Getting Bored, "lets take pics of ourself k")


( is Zai here yet? No! :( )


Memories Of My shade( u'll know y later)


After 25 mins of waiting.. Princess Zai finally arrived. She look HOT!
here's some of the " nothing better to do" pics we took while waiting for our show to start.






Remember i Said, memories of my shades just now? Yeah, Zai, she broke my shades! sob.. sob..
( dont worry zai i forgive you, just remember that other countries are ruled by girls k) haha... thats actually a line from Borat.


Well anyways, for this coming 2007........... i pray that god will keep all my loved ones happy and healthy.
To Zai: May all your wedding preparation be a smooth one. May you and Izam keep each other happy always. And may you have a better time at work

To Lulu: Study Hard, Be the top student in school... May u and your Mr perfect last till the end of time ( insyallah)
And come back soon!!

Happy New Year To all My friends Out there. Together, we'll make it the best year...
cheers! And selamat Aidil Adha to all muslim too...

It was a fantastic Sunday i had. All i did was just sit down, eat ant chill.
Me and Sherry( sharifah) went to Changi Airport T1 to have our scrumptuos biscuit from popeye and of coure not forgetting the creamy delicious mashed potato with chicken in it.. yummy!

Met Iman after many years of knowing each other through the fon. Finally!

after Popeye........... me and sherry went to Coffe Bean to chill, after about an hour, we hopped to BUrger king for the Hersheys pie ( no wonder im gettign fatter rite? )

here are some of My pics, * couldnt get sherry to take decent pics, she was all in her own world , taking crazy pics.*


My new lover.... goodbye Garfield!


Me just Chilling ;)





It was nice hanging out with Sherry, Which only made me realise, how i really2 miss both of my 2 Sweethearts. Lulu I miss you! Zai, lets meet soon!

Yippee, finally, the day is here itself! My company’s very first Christmas party.
All done and planned solely by yours truly.
(Of course with some help with Sharon that is *wink* )

Was it a success? Well Of course it did! It’s had worked and planning baby! ‘ahackz’

Sharon and I was at Mustafa centre till bout 2 am, two nights before the party.
And yeah, with a small budget of $70, we manage to get all 31 presents we needed for the games planned.

Here is the pic of those presents, wrapped that is 


The Party Was located in Temasek Club, This is Roughly how the place looked like=




And here are more pics of the party




These are some games we played, *Pageant of the She Male, Oops Im Sharing A choco With A guy* haha






After all those games, laughter we had........ it was time to PARTY AND BOOGEY!!

Amazing Huh, for just $1100, i got a beautiful big place, food , dj and presents for 50 people.

" Pang Wo" !! Help!!

Im turning into A Panda. My eyes are tired. The dark circles around it, is getting worse. My eye bags are getting bigger.

My body is aching. Craving for a good long rest. A good Night Sleep that it. But Here's the problem.. i CANT!!

Idid thought of eating cough syrups like i used to do, But, i just just found out that all drug addicts mostly starts from cough syrup. hmmm....... so scary! grrr...

I cant wait for the christmas party tomm evening. The party planning that is causing me look more alike with the panda.

Hmmm........ hopefully my hard work , will pay off. Please let the part be a success.

:) If i can, i'll update the pics soon.......

Ho Ho Ho... Merry X'MAS!!!

One Fine Day, A manager was getting bored.. so she decided to take a trip in her small cosy office and to snap as much pictures as she could... so here it goes:-

Yup! u're rite, its the BITCHY MANAGER'S Room!! Ahackz..

Welcome, to my messy room. ( tat proves im a busy manager ;) )

see the christmas tree behind us? yup, we built it, all from scratch! my very first christmas tree...


Wondering bout that cute lady? shes one of my staff, yes she was shocked i took her pic ;)


Well actually i also have a video clip to upload, but seemsl ike im having problem uploading it. well next time then...

This is it, The end of our route. From today onwards, there wonts be any " us" or "we" its just gonna be me.

There wont be any more anniversary, no more love between us, No more care and No more You in my life...

Im now taking a new path. A new journey... Which im sure god will be looking after me.

Time really past fast when we're having fun, it was a wonderful 1 1/2 yrs spent with you. Thank you for all those presents, flowers, surprises, companion, kisses you've given me.

Now....its time to say goodbye. Farewell! ( Be Happy..)

Is this another test of my faith? Is this another ordeal for me to go through?
Y am I tortured this way?
Only god knows and understands how I feel now…
But why?
How can someone love another person so much, that he’s willing to give in, to understand and to let go or his life?
How can someone suffer so much in silence, just for the sake of salvaging his love?

I don’t know, im confused, and im stranded, stranded in this thing call LOVE.

So many things is going through my mind, why him? Y can I see him in my future? Y does my family love him so?
Y?

And wat now? Just remain like this? Remain like nothing is wrong, yet…….. My heart is tearing. Screaming for help.

Day and night, im praying…. Praying hard, for things to be ok. Cause I believe in us.
It takes both Parties to make things works. And I miss him! I really do..

Just hold me close, hug me and tell me, that everything is going to be ok now.
Baby… I need u..