Is this another test of my faith? Is this another ordeal for me to go through?
Y am I tortured this way?
Only god knows and understands how I feel now…
But why?
How can someone love another person so much, that he’s willing to give in, to understand and to let go or his life?
How can someone suffer so much in silence, just for the sake of salvaging his love?

I don’t know, im confused, and im stranded, stranded in this thing call LOVE.

So many things is going through my mind, why him? Y can I see him in my future? Y does my family love him so?
Y?

And wat now? Just remain like this? Remain like nothing is wrong, yet…….. My heart is tearing. Screaming for help.

Day and night, im praying…. Praying hard, for things to be ok. Cause I believe in us.
It takes both Parties to make things works. And I miss him! I really do..

Just hold me close, hug me and tell me, that everything is going to be ok now.
Baby… I need u..