Balding
gosh i miss my Blog, My Bro have been hogging on the pc lately. So that leaves me with no chance of getting near the pc.
Well things have not really been good for me. For the past few months, i've been losing quite a bit of hair...... Therefore i look like im balding.
So being a lady ( worried sick, image concern) i went to Beijing 101. Yes without a doubt they are excellent and will definitely bring results. But.... the only prob that it cost almost $4000 just for 3 mths of treatment!
I was like.......... ( blank) i didnt knw wat to say. Wanted to use my Credit Card to take up the installment Plan.
But being Me, I'll always consult my parents first.
After the consultation in B. 101, dinner with my girls... i made my way home.
These came to me as a surprise....... the moment i went inside my room i started crying,
Yes i was crying histerically, just like a kid....... i cried all night long..
i was just feeling so sad.......... devastated. Negatives thoughts starts to linger in my mind....
The next day, i didnt turn up to work, I stayed in my room the whole morning crying...
My mum came and asked wats wrong, and FOR THE FIRST TIME, REALLY2 FIRST TIME, i blurt out everything, ( i just couldnt be the strong daughter ive always been at tat moment)
" im balding, im fat, im dark, im ugly, im not smart, no guys ever truly love me, even my parents thinks im dark...... and will be hard getting me married of!!!! "
people might think im exagerrating....... but honestly this is the cruel fact that ive been facing ever since i was young.....
I had no frens, People mock at me, called me names..... just cause im indian...... and im dark!
Theres still racism going around.....
After 23 years.......... i guess i couldnt take the mental torture ive been enduring.
As for my hair? Nope..... my parents totally object the idea of me splurging $4000, so currently, im just doing some alternative traditional treatment.
Hopefully things will get better for me... at least for my hair ,
Because as for all the other things ........ theres nothing i can do bout it. Im born with it, Got to live with it...
And yes, im thankful, for watever im given..
Well things have not really been good for me. For the past few months, i've been losing quite a bit of hair...... Therefore i look like im balding.
So being a lady ( worried sick, image concern) i went to Beijing 101. Yes without a doubt they are excellent and will definitely bring results. But.... the only prob that it cost almost $4000 just for 3 mths of treatment!
I was like.......... ( blank) i didnt knw wat to say. Wanted to use my Credit Card to take up the installment Plan.
But being Me, I'll always consult my parents first.
After the consultation in B. 101, dinner with my girls... i made my way home.
These came to me as a surprise....... the moment i went inside my room i started crying,
Yes i was crying histerically, just like a kid....... i cried all night long..
i was just feeling so sad.......... devastated. Negatives thoughts starts to linger in my mind....
The next day, i didnt turn up to work, I stayed in my room the whole morning crying...
My mum came and asked wats wrong, and FOR THE FIRST TIME, REALLY2 FIRST TIME, i blurt out everything, ( i just couldnt be the strong daughter ive always been at tat moment)
" im balding, im fat, im dark, im ugly, im not smart, no guys ever truly love me, even my parents thinks im dark...... and will be hard getting me married of!!!! "
people might think im exagerrating....... but honestly this is the cruel fact that ive been facing ever since i was young.....
I had no frens, People mock at me, called me names..... just cause im indian...... and im dark!
Theres still racism going around.....
After 23 years.......... i guess i couldnt take the mental torture ive been enduring.
As for my hair? Nope..... my parents totally object the idea of me splurging $4000, so currently, im just doing some alternative traditional treatment.
Hopefully things will get better for me... at least for my hair ,
Because as for all the other things ........ theres nothing i can do bout it. Im born with it, Got to live with it...
And yes, im thankful, for watever im given..
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