Just as im trying to bring myself to senses, trying to relax....

i got a msg, My heart skipped a beat!

someone whom ive been trying not to think about.

Yup , it was Hasril...
wat's the sms about? " you wanna buy d camera frm me? "

and of course my answer is just a simple " No"


tat was it..

The next day, My a fren of mine called me ( someone who calls me once in a blue moon)
" hei, i saw your BF the other day"

Which of course ithen corrected her...... " not BF, My Ex Bf u mean"

Like everyone else.... she was shocked.


oH Well........ honeslty i didn't even know how to react, how am i suppose to feel?

All i feel is just a blanked feeling.. Im neither happy, nor sad, Nor angry.....

I just want to return his camera ASAP.

I dnt want to hold on to any his belongings. It's only making me think of the past that cant be return..