Modern Era

have u guys look at all those old wedding photos before?

have u ever imagine your wedding to be just like the pics u saw,

just like your parents wedding?

Would you like your wedding to be like thiers?

:)

Well, this thought just came to my mind, when i recieve a Wedding invitation from my fren Mashita who is getting married next week.

Looking at her card, it also makes me wonder, how many thousand other designs of cards are there?

Is the card's image important? Hmm another wonder of mine..

I love the colour Pink and i like butterflies.. Such a sweet combination.

And the best thing is, this card also comes with a Mini Card

Cool eh? It also comes with a Name card size with the directions on how to get to the wedding place.

I find this very innovative. Love the fact that the card is easy to be carried in a purse.

Ok2 putting tat aside, i really cant wait to go for the wedding.

Wanna Know y?

Its been years since i attended any weddings.

and since its my fren that is getting married. It will be so exciting.

Another Wedding i cant wait to attend will be my darling BestFren's Wedding.

Missy Zai's wedding is less than a year..

Definitely a wedding i would sacrifice a paid trip to Europe just to be there on her wedding day!

Lulu's Wedding, would be happening.

Ahackz! I might be able to have the chance to Fly to America.

Wee!! Attending my Best Fren weddig in America, How cool would that be? ;)

So girls.. Quickly get married k. Hehe..

mmm.. i think i better start saving for my wedding too.

Ahackz!

Is this it?

oh wow, one week has almost pass by .

I totally miss school, i miss being stress for my exams, i miss being busy with my school , my yoga and aerobics class.

i miss having no time to rest.

Gosh.. this is insane. I have a school break for one week.

And for this past 1 week, all i did was to go work and just home straight.

Feel so alone. Feel like this one week is the most emptiest chapter in my life.

Why do i feel this way? Is this when the time i should get a Bf?

Gosh.. just the tought of being attach, scares me.

This is the chapter of my life where im doing everything alone for the first time.

i have dinner alone, i go shopping alone, i walk in the park alone, i lie on my bed.. with no one in my thoughts. Im just so alone.

This is it!! this cannot continue for long..

Im sure i'll be fine once my school start.

I'l be back to busy and stress. Keep my brains occupied! I like tat!

If it's Lovin u Need

lately, after my exams . I have been surfing the net quite often.

Nope im not surfing for latest gossip,Fashion, or porn..

My latest obsession is to read up on Adopting children.

Ive been surfing through a lot of websites.

Yup, some of my Lovelies might have heard this before.

My dream is actually to adopt a child.

I have always wanted to adopt an African child.

Reason being, is because this children are homeless and are left growing up on the streets without food nor shelter.

I may not be rich, therefore if i could help to change at least a child's life.

Y not rite? at least the child will be blessed with the most wonderful thing in life.

A family's Love.

The above pics are real pictures of babies who are looking for parents to adopt them.

Different people choose to adopt for different reason.

A lot of my friends, asked me

1) how will my family react to this adoption?

2) What if, i have my own kids one day

and many other questions that came along with it.

Thankfully my parents are cool with my decision. In fact they will support me all the way.

And even though one day i might have kids of my own.. I do know that i will still love my adopted baby as my own flesh and blood.

Reason being.. i believe every children is a blessing to this world. And i don't pick kids to love.

Because i know that every kid needs to be love.

However, as i mention earlier.. ive been checking through all the websites.

Going through all the process of the applications,

i realised that i am not eligible to adopt. *how sad*

Nope, not because of financial, of status.

But i need to be 25 and above to qualify of adopting.

Im sure there are people out there that might be keen and interested in adopting a child.

here are some of the websites you can check out to learn more about adopting.

http://www.foxfamily.com.sg/

http://www.achildshopefoundation.org/?gclid=CKfnooHXk44CFQsNTAodSxpEUA

http://fcd.ecitizen.gov.sg/ChildrenNParenthood/AdoptAChild/

Hopefully this website will be useful to those interested in Changing a Child's Life..

as for me, ive still got a few more years to go before i can have one on my own.

Good night for now.

- Love is a blessing! Cherish it..

PlainJane

Leo Babies

23rd August

"i just want you to know that on this very special day, i pray that u'll stay healthy. Be blessed with a long life.

i want u to know, that ur hard work for all this 23 yrs is greatly appreciated by me and the family.

u're the best dad anyone can ever wish for. You always reminds yo, mek, syad, shida and Me to go to mum to hug and thanks her ...for taking care of us.

So im thanking you today for all the sacrifices you've made..

For those years, when your leg get attack by your sickness, not able to walk and u still force urself to go work,

for those years, when you didnt even buy a single new shirt just to let us buy a set of new clothes for hari raya..

For those years u only sleep 2 hrs a day to bring us up..

all those sacrifices u made have not gone to waste.

Cause with all those sacrifices.. u had build the most fantastic family anyone can ever have.

Thank u for being the best dad. Happy Birthday!"

this was the words more like sentences i said to my dad last night..

I was trying my best not to cry which ended up with me sounding funny, i could see tears at the rim of his eyes..

Next following day

24th August

It's Malik's Birthday.. My bro turn 20 today!

Happy Birthday dude!

Finish Ns quickly and be a The Best Chef ya in Singapore ya?

Last but not least..

9th August

It's Idros 21st birthday

Happy belated Birthday!

Quickly go and work part time help me with finance at home..

Dont just go play with my eye mask k ;)

Hehehehe...

Happy birthday to all my Leo Babies at home....

Next month is my turn... *WINKS*

Examinations

It's finally here, in less then 24 hrs, i'll be sitting for my very first examination.

It has been 5 long years, since i studied or took any examinations.

Not even Driving license!! (been too lazy to go and take it)

Ive been spending my weekends under the void deck..

Yup, ive been making my ass flatter, simply by sitting all day long doing nothing but study..

On the outside i look calm, But inside, my blood vessels are doing the TANGO, and my stomach is dancing to the beat of Cha Cha. What a wonderful feeling!!

1, 2... Cha.. CHA..CHA...

1,2.. Cha.. cha.. cha..

Cha Cha.. anyone? ;)

Condolence

got a msg from a friend just now, her Grandfather who has been sick, just passed away.

("Inallilah")

My sincere condolence to her and her family.

on the other hand, remember i said my uncle has been discharged?

Just got a call from KL just now,

My uncle was just diagnosed with Both Kidney Failure.

im feeling so down now..

I really pray for my uncle's recovery, hopefully he will get a donor soon...

As for my Fren's Grand dad.. ( "al fatihah") for him...

KL TRIP

As mentioned in my previous entry, i was going to Kl.

the reason why i was going there was to visit my uncle who has been in ICU for the past 1 month.

So on friday, right after work, i went home to pack my bag.

As you can see, i had books in my bag.. hopefully i can revise while im there.

My family and i made our way out at about 11 pm.

Me and my bro, Malik in the cab on the way to golden mile.

Mummy, daddy, Malik and Shida my sis..

We took the bus at midnight and reach KL at about 6 am in the morning. Once we reach my aunts house, we took a nap and at about 11am we made our way to the hospital.

the hospital was located in Putrajaya. The most beautiful place in KL ( to me)

in the car, i took some pics of the scenery

Nice eh?

theres a lot more other nice places there, but didnt make it on time to snap the pics.

Zizie, Sha sha ( My cousins) and Shida

at the hospital waiting for our turn to go in.

After the visit in the hospital, my aunt brought all of us to have our lunch, we had steamboat. yummy! my favourite food...

As i step out of the restaurant, i came across a waffle shop,

me being the dessert queen, managed to forced myself in trying out the yummy looking waffle.

hehe.. i bought a small (Im too full, to finish a big one) Marshmallow nut chocolate waffle.

i expected the waffle to be with marshmallow, nut and chocolate sauce.. little did i know.. they actually put a spread of vanilla ice cream on it too!!

Yummy!!

My Verdict?

Must Try!! Spore.. please open this shop soon!!

that was about all i did for the day. On sunday, my family made our way home.

Oh did i mention?

Zai , i also got to eat your favourite food ( dont jealous k) hehe

Ramly Burger!!

over all, it was a short hectic, a lot of eating and tiring trip.

My uncle got discharged from the hospital yesterday. Am so glad to hear that.

PANIC ATTACK!!

i finally just finish my project ordeal. Got my results, scored very good for one, while the other project did fairly ok only.

Just as i thought i could finally unwind and take a chill pill.

My schoolmates are all asking me whether ive start studying for my coming exams.

I just check the calender just now.

Damn!!

Im left with only 1 week to study for 2 exams. Ive not even start on it.

Im so dead.. someone.. please knock some brick on my head!

Its almost 3.10 am now.. but here i am typing this blog.

y?

im having a panic attack, my pimples are all popping out..

ive been trying to study from just now.. but nothing seems to be absorbed.

im just too panicked!

i need to go KL later after work..

that means i wouldnt even have this weekend to study..

Oh please.. Will you guys pray for me?

Pray that i'll be able to study and pass my exams..

Thanks a loads ya..

Meanwhile.. i'll see my girls after my exams ok?

National Day

got a msg from zai last monday. She asked whether we girls should meet up this thursday (National Day)

Straight away.. i replied with a NO.

Not that i dont want to meet her.. but i just do not want to miss watching the live National Day parade on the Tv.

Many People, in facts thousands went down to esplanade, marina.. and other places they can watch it from afar.

i have to admit.. this year, im such a patriotic sporean.

i wanted to see the whole show, from every corner.

that was why i chosed to stay at home and watch it on tv instead.

My family were busy talking bout our KL trip for tommorow.

guess wat was i doing?

i was singing to our national songs, i even sang out loud..

haha.. so much for being patriotic..

i searched online for the meaning of our singapore flag.

The Flag consists of two horizontal halves, red above white. Red symbolises universal brotherhood and equality of men; white, purity and virtue. In the upper left corner, a white crescent moon and five white stars form a circle. The crescent moon represents a young nation on the rise. The five stars stand for Singapore's ideals of democracy, peace, progress, justice and equality

hehe.. i hope, with this simple explanation i manage to educate some people out there, ahackz! ;)

The Ordeal

finally.. after 1 month long. i managed to complete my project.

It is a group project. But it ends up, with me doing almost everything.

I do the most, i compile, i edit..

Finally the 2 project is done..

With my super crazy busy schedule, which consist of my Aerobics class, Yoga class, 2 times a week school, my busy work,demands from the banks,and staying home on every weekends to do my project,

The final outcome? Yes my Completed project and also...

Me...

being sick!

Im on Mc today, Im down with 39 degree fever, throat bleeding, Flu and asthma!

Isnt this such a great way to celebrate my completed project? * Roll eye*

And as for my messy table..

Nope i cant get rid of this yet..

my exams is due in a few weeks time. So wish me luck aite?

Oh yes not forgetting Anna who just msged me : - " My final verdict is u're so gona c ma face in pasir ris very often, i was floating in the air, my cravings for krispy cremes is sastified now. Yummy o's ROCKS!!"

Hehehe........ see i told ya ;)

so bloggers, who have not try it yet.. please do so aite.. :)