Wedding Bells Not

its been one week since Mr I proposed to me.

Like finally right? I feel like Yelling telling my mum. " Hei mum, someone just proposed to me. So stop saying im unwanted ! "

But no.. i cant do that. Or she might force me to be with Mr I.

I can never be with him. I dont love him. And after all this 3 yrs.. i've only treated him as a fren and never once have i lead him to think that i like him.

Putting that aside, just now, i was on the phone with one of my Ex colleague.

And he asked me whether i will MARRY him?

He was telling me that he is serious in making me his wife.

Yup!

Another Proposal was made to me.

This is insane!

Y does it ends up this way?

And to be honest, i dont know how am i suppose to react?

At times, i just feel like telling one of them, that i accept to be thier wife

But...

Will i be doing justice to myself and mylife?

Yes my heart have been shattered and battered before.

but i dont think, i will just gamble my life away just like tat.

i hope i did the right thing...