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over this week, i went to watch supposingly 2 great movies.

One with my darling, another one with my darling girl fren , lulu and Anna..

so here goes my rating for the shows..

Went to watch this movie with Hasril.. was all so nervous bout this show.. as i had a very scary incident last month that made me sleep in my parents room for 2 weeks long as i was too afraid to even sleep in my own room..

OK.. back to this movie...

i think it was a total crappy movie.. the sound effect was too loud tat i feel like my ear drums is gonna burst ( like .. hello.. this is not a freaking club u knw!)

though the sound effect might help in creating the suspense for some people..

but it totally didnt work for me..

so people.. if u're thinking of watching this movie..

please dont bother..

just wait for the pirated
Dvd

(trying to save my ass here!)

Watch this show on thursday.. the day it officially launch.

to my surprise.. there were lots of guys who watch it too..

well.. for those who have never watch the seasons.. no worries.. cause u'll still be able to understand the show.

to me.. Sex and The City.. was a far much better show.

there were many funny parts tat made all of us laugh so hard.. and there were also parts where u'll hear the whole cinema crowd goes Ooooh ...AAhhh.. all in awe with the ring, shoes.. fashion.. etc..

not only the show is funny.. it also makes u feel so sad.. i personally teared a few times during the movie.

In Summarize...

Sex and the City.. is about Woman who is constantly in search of Love & Happiness..

it may takes years.. months, lots of botox.. lots of tears..

but in the end.. everyone will have its own uniquely unperfect happy ending

this show.. is a must see! very entertaining..

= )

happy weekends to all!

Special Day

Today is a very special day for me and hasril. we turn 3 today!!.

though we had a lot of ups and downs in our relationship through these years, we're still standing strong.. still loving each other more and more with each passing day. alhamdullilah..

I took leave today. Met hasril at 9.30am.. and we had our breakfast in mcdonalds.. we spent our whole day together.. just the 2 of us..having fun, watching movies, talking, chilling.. etc.

it was a very2 simple date out with him. No surprises, no flowers, no presents from him.. i told him not to give me any.. as i dint want to strain his finance pocket any further ( he's been paying a lot of deposits for the wedding)

Being the typical me, i just had to do something meaningful for him..

so i cracked my mind.. and finally came out with a very simple, thoughtful and sweet gift idea.

(for those who is looking for simple ideas.. u might wanna try it. its simple..)

I decided to gave him a self made anniversary card, in this card.. there will be 4 envelopes,

the first 3 envelopes, i will place a written notes of special memories tat happen within Year 1 ,2, & 3.

4th envelope will be my personal letter to him.

the barangs2 for the card.. a hard cover paper, pic, hole puncher & ribbon

the little notes written by me..


slotting the notes, according to the years..


a letter for him..

the letter goes into this red envelope..

bought him a watch since he have been wanting to get a new one for daily use. hope he liked it

the packaging.

so today i passed him the gifts above.. as he read all those little notes, he cant help it but to smile. as all those notes are reminders of memories for the past few years.

and after reading my letter, and opening up his present..

he just gave a long hug and a kiss.. saying thank you.

and that he is sorry he didnt get me anything.

my answer to him " its k dear, the most impt thing is i have u here with me, and i get to celebrate today with u"

( we never had a chance to celebrate our yearly anniversary)

so that was it for the day.. my day ended at 8.30pm.

to round off this blog entry.. this poem is for Hasril.

Fate & Destiny Brought Us together..

Time and opportunity caried us here..

On this fateful day, 3 yrs ago.. i set my heart astray..

For i found u, the one that i love..

My love for u -my sweetest dream , nite or day..

Also my greatest desire in Love and the One and Only I Crave to be with....

Holidays

oh wow.. there goes my long weekend.

3 days have passed.. and all this 3 days i get to meet hasril

Yipppee!!

( must buy 4d! i never get to see him straight 3 days like this, usually one a week only)

ahackz!

on saturday, i went to the pameran pengantin with hasril, his mum, grandma and his uncle.

It was really a nice outing with his family.. though it was stressful for me and hasril looking at the amount of money that we will need to steal
fork out for the wedding.

On sunday, hasril and me went to my fren's wedding in tampines.. got Bhangra dance, i liikee.. :)

after that we went to watch Ayat- Ayat Cinta.

( The nicest indonesian show ive ever watch.. i cried a lot.. and hasril teared a few times, apparently even hasril felt the pain in this movie. )

Must watch!!

on vesak day, hasril and i went to the pameran again.

this time we went to place the booking for our deco and andaman.

no choice.. as our wedding will be in june..

its like the hot date!

seems like a lot of places is fully booked for next year june.

so we have to start booking things now!

so thats bout all for my weekend.

as of now.. im just resting.. preparing myself for work tomm..

sigh..

p.s - my darling sweetheart, i love you. thank you for this wonderful 3 days..

DOMESTIC VIOLENCE

The above pic is just for show.

Y that pic?

it is because this thing is happening to my very close fren. and this is how she looks like currently.

(To that fren of mine, im sorry that i put up an entry bout this.. but i just felt that i needed to pour out my thoughts somewhere.. )

I was on the phone last tuesday with Ms X, and i was asking her how's her life, love life... etc? she wasnt really keen to talk bout it.

but as i probe further.. she started to burst out in tears..

here goes her story...

last sat, she had an argument with her man ( this argument happens in the kitchen).. she was nagging at him.

then out of the blue.. he grabbed her hair, hold her head.. and smash it against the cupboard.

He pushes her to the floor.. and as she lies there in pain and in shocked,

he went around the kitchen looking for something, and finally grabbed a fork.. and he poked the fork at her neck.. he poked it soo hard.. that it bleeds..

he then strangled her till she almost pass out.

after he finally stops ( maybe he finally had enough torturing her)

he stood there.. and said " i told you not to piss me off"

she lied there on the kitchen floor in blood, bruises, helpless and in tears..

and when she told him " im gonna leave u" this man.. just looked down and gave her a very2 saturnic smile.

like WTF??

to think that i know the guy and i treat him like my own bro.. how can he do that to a woman?

how evil and how animal can he be?

I ask Ms X to leave him.. but she tells me she is confused.

She has been through so much, and she finally found the love of her life.

and she's still trying to give excuses that she must have made him really pissed as he was never like tat.

haiz... im so worried for Ms X, i once watch in opera, about a girl who was fully burnt by her bf.

and it all started frm being beaten up.

and things like this wont stop.

I know its not easy to let go of that someone whom u love so much..

but is this what u deserve?

Ms X.. please ponder on that..

M.O.N.D.A.Y

its monday again..

time to let go of the weekend.. and back to work!

: (

anyways..

Weekend was really great for me..

Saturday- Met my darling zai & Lulu at 3pm

then meet up with the rest of the girls at 7pm for dinner in spize ( my current fav makan place) and off to tam's MC D ( our chill out spot)

talking bout spize.. for those who love mushroom soup, pleeeeeeeasee go try the mushroom soup there!

its thick, creamy and full of mushroom bits.. its heaven!

P.S- GIRLS, next time when we meet up, must take pic ok!

Sunday- went to Hasril's place to pass the mother's day gift to his mum.

chat for a while with her [ oooh.. she asked me to call her IBU..damn i was soo nervous calling her ibu.. but im sure i'll get used to it! = ) ]

then me an hasril made our way out and landed ourself in TM

we watch What Happens In Vegas

overall i tihnk the show is nice..

dont understand why the rating was only 2?

hmm.. oh well.. i still like it.

and oh yes.. next movie on the list i wanna watch is,

CONGKAK

&

AYAT AYAT CINTA

= )

well my sunday ends at 9.45pm as darling had to make his way back to camp.

P.S - zai take care of urself.. get well soon!

The Only One

my first hug was from u

my first kiss was from u

my first love was from u

the first person who cried for me.. was u

U're the only person who will worry for me non-stop like the heart beat of your life.

u're no one else but my Mum.

The greatest gift any Child will get.. is to be loved and cared by thier mum.

if being a mum is a job then its obvious u have the toughest job in the entire universe.

A job that is mentally, physically and emotionally tiring

and theres never a stop to it.

Im sorry ive made u cry , im sorry for those time i dissapointed u,

i promise to never hurt u and i will try my best to be a better daughter

Mum..

From the bottom of my heart..

I LOVE YOU..

And i will never ever neglect u.

Thank you for being my mum..

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

MissiNG

Hmmm, its 11.54pm now..

and this is just gonna be another crappy entry.

I just Met Darling yesterday for a couple of hours.. but im already mising him.

And even worse , we're not meeting this week as his mummy Kinda Advise us not to meet to often.

So yeah.. i got to be a good girl.. and listen to my future mum in law..

hehe..

hmm, tats bout all for this entry.

Good Night Everyone!

Muacks!

i miss my darling, i miss my girls and i also miss spending quality time with my whole family.

Carousel

Met Hasril just now.. we officially had a date & tuition session.

The tuition session is when i meet him, and he gave me 1 hr 30 mins on tuition on IT,

i must say, he is one fierce tuition teacher.. i cant even be Manja2 with him.. as he will give me that strern look forcing me to behave like a small kitty listening to its master.

this is how i must have look, while he is teaching me. " CUTE KAN" hehe..

and guess wat?

im in LOVE with my Tuition Teacher..

hehe..

Love Mr Hasril!

= )

after the tuition lesson from Mr Hasril, we made our way to carousel..

yippee!!

its a treat from him, bcos he got his bonus a few weeks back and also to celebrate our 2yr 11mth anniversary which was exactly on the day we got engaged, 270408.

th food as expected was heaven!

they even have kebab corner..

and I swear, i really missed my girls today..

cause they are my best " Buffet Kaki's"

my darling ate sooo little, that i end up feeling full looking at him being all so full.

hehehe..

nvm..

next time , we go k girls?

Must ok!

So anyways i took some pics..

Carousel.. and the beautiful interior

Hubby eating.. mmm..., Fruits i think.

The Miss Desert!

so that was it..

i spent the whole saturday with my darling

hmm.. this 27th may is my 3rd yr anniversasry.

( how time flies so fast)

better start cracking my brains and come out with something nice..

hehe..

Cabaran

A lot of people tell me that its not easy to be engaged.. and that i will have to face a lot of "Cabaran" ( challenges ).

Somehow.. i was preparing myself for it to happen, for those normal bickerings between each other, those misunderstanding.. etc..

but little did i know.. my Cabaran happens super fast for me..

after a day of being engaged, i went back to work smilling and feeling so happy.

( Of course i feel happy, Hei Im engaged!!)

Somewhere in the afternoon my boss called me.. and they had a piece of news for me..

MY PAY IS GOING TO BE CUT!!

almost by 1k.

Like WTH???

how am i suppose to save up for my wedding now? where am i goign to get the money?

Just cause company is not doing well.. they want to cut my pay?

Oh gosh.. Is it cause i got engage? is this really how tough its gonna be for me?

ive been trying to hold back this tears..

i even told Hasril, that if i really cant afford to have a proper wedding, we'll just do the solemnization.

= (

Haiz...

Insyallah things will be ok soon...

As for now.. im trying to relax.. trying to find a way out.. maybe serve my 1 mth notice ( hopefully they forget my 1 yr bond with the company) and look for a new job.. or just 'Tahan" untill things get better..

im in a dillemma..

=(

"Ya allah.... i really need the strenght frm within.. Please help me, and make things ok soon"

im sure.. i'll make it through..

for as long as i have Hasril, My family, and frens with me.. I'm sure things will be ok..

insyallah...