Cabaran

A lot of people tell me that its not easy to be engaged.. and that i will have to face a lot of "Cabaran" ( challenges ).

Somehow.. i was preparing myself for it to happen, for those normal bickerings between each other, those misunderstanding.. etc..

but little did i know.. my Cabaran happens super fast for me..

after a day of being engaged, i went back to work smilling and feeling so happy.

( Of course i feel happy, Hei Im engaged!!)

Somewhere in the afternoon my boss called me.. and they had a piece of news for me..

MY PAY IS GOING TO BE CUT!!

almost by 1k.

Like WTH???

how am i suppose to save up for my wedding now? where am i goign to get the money?

Just cause company is not doing well.. they want to cut my pay?

Oh gosh.. Is it cause i got engage? is this really how tough its gonna be for me?

ive been trying to hold back this tears..

i even told Hasril, that if i really cant afford to have a proper wedding, we'll just do the solemnization.

= (

Haiz...

Insyallah things will be ok soon...

As for now.. im trying to relax.. trying to find a way out.. maybe serve my 1 mth notice ( hopefully they forget my 1 yr bond with the company) and look for a new job.. or just 'Tahan" untill things get better..

im in a dillemma..

=(

"Ya allah.... i really need the strenght frm within.. Please help me, and make things ok soon"

im sure.. i'll make it through..

for as long as i have Hasril, My family, and frens with me.. I'm sure things will be ok..

insyallah...