Saddens Me

This entry of mine is not gonna be a nice sweet and happy entry. Well at least for me.

As many of my close frens knows, ive been struggling hard to keep my company alive.

Ive been working hard trying to run the whole company all by myself for the past 3 years.

I never believe in giving up, even if it means my pay were cut tremendously up till 1k.. just one day after my engagment.

I still perservered

But not anymore..

Im sad to say this but ive decided to let go of the company. No words can desribe the pain of letting this company that ive built out of just one staff up till 30 over staff.

i will tender my resignation up till end of this mth.

Yes Plain Jane will be jobless soon.

:(

With this sad news.. comes also another depressing news.

Ive decided to postpone my wedding to a much further date ( yet to be confirmed)

Reason is because, my other half have just started out in his new job and i simply cant bear to burden him with the stress of saving up for our wedding and worse still, i will also be jobless.

It is not an easy decision for me.

it makes me sad just to think that i will have to bring down my countdown timer on my right side of this blog.

I will have to call up all my wedding peeps ( andaman, deco, food.. etc) to inform them that my wedding will not be in june anymore.

Gosh..

i knw im doing the right thing.. but as a lady, it still hurts deeply.

2 big news to be handled at one time.

P.S- Can u feel my pain?