Random

i have so many things i wanna blog about, about my work that im no longer working there, bout my soon to be new job, bout how i miss my frens soo much, but, im just so plain lazy to really blog bout it.

Maybe soon i'll update it. Meanwhile, hope its not to late to wish everyone out there happy weekends! :)

ASSAULTED

this maybe be like a taboo topic for me to talk about. My entry this time is about being molested.

Many girls have been molested out there, some keeps quiet about it some report bout it while some make a scene so that the culprit gets caught on the spot.

My question is, wat would you do if it happens to u?

I know some girls might be reading this entry and cursing me for typing this entry out in public.

to be honest, im one of the culprit.. just this aft in a bus, i was assaulted. the guy kept looking at me, making funny noises to me, moaning and all.

he kept touching his crotch and kept leaning closer to me. grinding his thighs against my thighs.

I wanted to yell , but im so scared to make a scene as it will only embarass me more, i wanted to scold him, but at that time, i was just sooo scared to even turn my face and look at him, he was so close, i could feel his breath against my face.

so i just sat there, waiting for my bus stop, and when i finally alight, he followed me all the way to the train station, and thnakfully i managed to escaped him..

i went to tam and met hasril, and all i could do is just cry.. i feel so sick, so disgusted, so many questions running to my mind..

this have happen to me countless of time throughout my life.. the last time it happened to me, i bang the guys legs, and stared at him.. which he quickly ran off after tat.

So the question is y this entry rite?

I just wanted to warn/share to those ladies, girls and women out there... if this were to happen to you, please dont be like me today, do not be afraid or u will always be a victim.

i kept asking hasril just now, y tihs always happen to me

and he said " U ARE ALWAYS AFRAID , THATS Y U ALWAYS BECOME THIER PREY!" ( instead of hugging me and telling me everytihng will be alrgigh)

which of course make snese.. and knock some senses to me.

so peeps out there.. remember, dont be afraid..

and act fast if it happens to u,

DONT BE AFRAID.

*a friendly msg from Plain Jane

Overcome

Hei Peeps, guess wat?

today i finally overcome my little fear of cutting my hair at those $10 barber shop.

before this i always go to far east, reds or hair mechanics to cut my hair.

But its always cost me more then 30 dollars.

I always tell hasril that only guys cut their hair at those 10 dollar shop.. but he insisted that girls also cuts their hair there.

To begin with i was in a very bad mood ( somebody totally make me furios mad ) but i dont know y that actually made me decide to chop off my hair

(like as though cutting it short will made me feel happy,hmmph!)

and thinking rationally since my hair is not thick and its also very manageable to cut, i forced myself to try out this 10 dollar barber. ( if never try, will never know right?) i even said to myself " worse come to worse, i'll just repair the damage done at hair mechanics "

but thank god. it all turn out well. Simple and Short.

I would love to take a pic of myself now.. but to bad my sis have destroyed my precious camera. :(

anyways to those peeps who's been dying thinking of trying out that 10dollar barber..

go ahead, give it a try!

but only for simple hair cuts la.. although i have overcome the fear of cutting my hair there, i still think they can only do simple hair cuts.

as for me right now? Due to my anger this aft.. it now leaves me with a temporary damage of looking like a pumpkin :(

Morale of the story : - though u may end up looking like a pumpkin, at least u get to overcome a fear!

;)

Im Back!!

Hei Peeps ! Im Back blogging.

Jeez.. its been ages since i blog ...

and i really2 miss blogging.

ayways before i go on babbling. i wanna wish everyone out there

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009.

may it be a blessed year for all of us.

and to Fezah & Ishak congratulations on your engagement!

= )

anyways since its the first entry for this year.. i wont type much..

just to sum it up.

last year i changed my job, ive been a very bad manager and staff to the company.

always OL and MC which was always on purpose to avoid the meetings.

This year in front of mr Hasril i promised him and myself, that i will change my attitude.

So i do hope i can stick to it ya.

Another thing that is constantly on my mind now is my wedding.

Its only 5 mths 22 days to go!!!

Its no longer next year, but its now THIS year.

Yup my wedding is THIS YEAR!!

yikes!!

I sure will miss being engaged.. this pass 8mths of being engaged has been the most wonderful moments between me and him.

though there are a lot more " cabarans" but it somehow makes us closer more then ever.

ok i guess thats it for today..

toodles!